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The Wedding - Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chatper 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Epilogue

 

 
Chapter 9

TRUST YOUR INSTINCTS — and distrust anyone who makes you the slightest bit wary, even among your closest “friends.”

Vladescus are strong willed—but a Dragomir princess never cowers.

I will always be a part of you, Antanasia.


I closed the black leather-bound notebook and sank down onto my bed, not sure how I’d gotten back across the room. I’d been so absorbed in reading my birth mother’s cramped but careful script. It was as though she’d tried to fill every inch of the tiny booklet with all of her collected wisdom. Everything that she’d thought I would need to know to be the ruler of not one but two clans. And to be the wife of a “rival” prince.

I stroked the cover with my fingertips, overwhelmed by how much she must have loved me to leave me such a legacy.

Lucius may have given me the manual for becoming a vampire, but Mihaela Dragomir had provided me with the guide to surviving as one.

I closed my eyes for a moment, bowing my head in gratitude and respect for her, too.

Thank you, Mihaela, for protecting me, even when you clearly saw your own destruction looming.

Although I’d only skimmed passages, knowing that I’d read more carefully in the months and years to follow, I’d noticed how her messages had become clipped and her handwriting jagged as the pages ran out, as though she’d known that the time for recording her thoughts was running low, too.

Shivering, suddenly realizing that the room had gotten colder while I’d stood reading, I slipped between my blankets and tucked the little volume under my pillow, as if I could absorb her wisdom in my sleep. I also wanted to keep the notebook right with me. Even my nightstand seemed too far away for something so valuable—at least to me.

Resting my head on my pillow, I closed my eyes, already feeling warmer, not just from the blankets but because it felt like I had a new ally, one who had already experienced the things that I faced, and who could help me.

I understood then why my adoptive mom had felt like she was handing me back to my birth mother when she’d given me the present.

Although the gift, and the evening, were bittersweet, I started to smile, remembering a specific passage that I’d noted as I’d paged quickly along.

. . . hope that you come to love him . . .

I knew that Mihaela referred to Lucius, whom I had come to love, more than I could’ve dreamed when I’d struck his foot with a pitchfork less than a year before.

Smiling in the dark, I started trying to picture our wedding, but maybe because I still wasn’t sure where it would be held, I had trouble imagining it, and, as often happened since the evening Lucius had proposed to me, I found myself remembering that. And even though I’d been sure I’d never fall asleep that night, before long I was drifting into my favorite dream, which always started with Lucius taking my hand and leading me down a secret path that only a handful of vampires—and two very special humans—even knew existed.

“Come with me, Antanasia,” he invites, fingers strong and cool around my hand. “It’s time that I show you a place that is not just special, but sacred . . .”

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